Internship Day 2: Vision

I have joined the tribe of lovers.


I am no longer in the Space. I am in the Ocean.

I am not in this World. This World Is in Me.

By the end of the day, Jesus put a solid proposition. If this succeeds, it will save countless suffering and bring infinite bliss.

Here it goes. This is about Vision.

Everything I see is an Idea.

This takes away all material nature of this Universe. It’s as if the Universe does not consist of matter. It consists of Ideas.

This is very hard for my unconsciousness to comprehend (and yours too). I have a vast amount of data of unconsciousness. The way unconsciousness interprets reality is very crude yet most effective. It doesn’t have the fluidity of the Mind.

The unconscious rests heavily in the Body. Thus, it believes in Inertia, The Principle of Pleasure and Pain, the idea of Getting, and validity of Sound, Touch, Taste, and Smell.

With this, it forms a world based on beliefs, self-interests, cravings, and dreams (all mental entities). But these are also very concretely rooted in the Physical existence.

Does this Idea relieves me of Physical Existence?

No. I have breath to carry. There is a Body that can sense, work and communicate.

But this will change the way I sense, work and Communicate.

If understood properly, Everything I see is an Idea, opens up an entire world of Mind at My Disposal.

I can rule such World because I AM THE MIND Made for this.

This idea gives a tremendous freedom and Peace to my Mind that was never possible through any other idea.

This is also the Idea of Detachment. With this, I can withdraw my poor investment in materials.

From Material to Meaning

Material has Meaning when it comes into contact with Body.

Idea has meaning when it comes into contact with Mind.

Everything I see is an Idea. Thus, Everything has a meaning in my Mind.

This meaning is not given by Heart or Love.

This meaning merely is. This is my Recognition of Being. Its Appreciation lies in the Mind itself.

The Inspiration, Actualization, and Transcendence are now related to Heart.

This relieves the Mind from the Burden of Inspiration and restores it the natural state of Isness (Recognition, Appreciation, and Remembering).

Spiritual Side

There is also a Spiritual side to this.

Mind does not want anything now since it understands that there is NO Thing. As Every Thing is but an Idea.

This gives a full stop to every craving, desire, and demand.

What can the Mind demand? There is no thing that can be had.

All things have become ideas. Thus, the Mind is truly satiated.

This also brings an indifference to everything as the meaning now rests in Mind, it is open to explore the meaning and apply whatever it pleases.

This is again a state of Meaningful Ecstasy that this Mind enjoys.

Such a Mind is fit for Buddhahood.

Such a Mind is where all the desires of the Universe are satisfied.

Such is the Mind where God Himself joins as a Thought.

Such is the Mind that is the Nectar of Immortality.

Thanks Brother for this Gift. I hope I bring something back to you as well.

Miracle Week 1

I have decided the week 23-29 March to be a Miracle Week.

Day 1, 23 March, Saturday

In the Morning, two strangers greeted me with a smile.

I got a seat in the bus effortlessly.

The Rickshaw guy did not distressed me over a spoiled note. Instead, He offered me a coin.

Restoration of Vision Part 1

Today I realized I am blind when I am occupied with my thoughts. I do not really see, I just see the meaning I have given to everything. This is a prejudiced vision.

Remember, the Vision Rudra talked about in the very first blog post? That kind of Neutral Vision is only possible when I honestly ask “What are you?” to everything I see and wait until it tells me. This is an honest attempt at connecting.

The Next Step is appreciating it for what it is. Next is Gratitude for it revealed itself unto you. The Last is the Connection of Love that you both have.

This much I have understood about Vision today. May I successfully apply it every day. I give a deadline to concrete this lesson before Gudhipadwa (Saturday, April 6, 2019)

Day 2, 24 March 2019, Sunday

Restoration of Vision Part 2

I only want to SEE God.

How is this possible?

Because we know beyond doubt, that God is Everything.

What is Vision then?

Vision is three things:

  1. Form: Isness
  2. Function: Meaning
  3. Communication: Purpose

First, see the Form of what you SEE. That Form is God.

Next, Ask it, “What is your function?” and wait for its answer. Wait patiently in silence until conveys its meaning to you. Meaning is its Function. This meaning is conveyed to Your Heart, Mind, and Spirit. Be Gentle, Awake and you will Know it.

Finally, Realize that Communication is the Purpose of both of You. You communicate with God through WHOLE of Your Existence. This is MAXIMAL.

Vision Establishes Destiny

When Vision is complete, you undertake a Joint Journey which is Called a Destiny. Destiny is the Joint WILL of the Both of You.

The original meaning of Destiny is to “establish, make firm”.

This much I understood about Vision today. Remember to apply ETERNITY to VISION. For, VISION is of the SPIRIT and SPIRIT is ETERNAL.

Spirit With Body

I can be Spirit with Body.

Body Lives by Extension and Mind Lives by Projection.

As Spirit, I use Extension.

Thus, Projections of the Mind are not needed and Body Need not be Condemned for what it is. 

Now is Spirit Happy with the Body.

Day 3, 25 March 2019, Monday

Healing The Mind of 5 ailments

These are the 5 ailments of the Mind:

  1. Grasping
  2. Aversion
  3. Projection
  4. Thoughts
  5. Identity Creation

The First two are gone with the understanding of Equality of Everything and with detachment.

Projection is replaced by Extension.

Thoughts are placed in the Heart.

There is no need of any identity except Spirit.

The Complete Freedom

I have complete freedom when it comes to My Salvation.

The Freedom in Karma when one gives up one’s longing for its fruit is the greatest savior.

Spirit is very free when working with Mind, Body, Heart and even without these.

Day 4, 26 March 2019

I witnessed three miracles today. These were related to Effortlessness, Awakening, and Salvation through doing.

Effortlessness of Vision and Hearing

I can effortlessly see GOD that is close to me. The God a far is not yet clearly visible. However, there is no difficulty in seeing Every Form as God. I don’t have to think at all. I can appreciate what is close to me.

The real miracle is about Hearing. It started at around 6.45 pm when I was in a bus. Suddenly every sound became ALIVE. Everything inside the bus and outside the bus started having a sound. And these sounds were like a one continuous whole. It was like a river. I was very glad that my sense of “hearing” was returned to me like that. I can enjoy the wonder of “Sound” now.

What is needed to enjoy these gifts? Only One Thing: Awakening.

I need to stay Awake.

Salvation through Doing

I won’t go deep into this because I have stopped using philosophical arguments to prove something intellectually.

In one sentence: Salvation through doing is possible by Nishkama Karmayoga and Love.

I have added only Love to what Sri Krishna has prescribed.

Responsibility of Exhaustion

I am responsible for My exhaustion. Exhaustion doesn’t happen overnight and you are completely responsible for your choice of unconsciousness, ignorance, errors of thinking, alternate use of body and opinions of mind.

What do I want to experience tomorrow?

I want to witness the miracle of true Inspiration that is opposite of exhaustion.

I want this Inspiration to last until I sleep tomorrow.

Day 5, 27 March 2019

Vision and The Question

Today, I enjoyed the vision I have.

There was no effect of water on my Vision as if my Vision is no longer going to be de-stressed by water.

There was a dialogue We (Me and My Teacher) had and he asked me, “Why do you want to SEE?”

And I had no answer to this question.

I mean I do not need eyes to SEE God. I am happy with the Formless. Plus, there is nothing worth seeing if it isn’t God. So, I think I Want to SEE with My Eyes the God that is in the FORM.

More upon this later as I know there will be a better answer.

My Life Summarized

In a way, He gave me another explanation. Instead of impacting the world at large, if I could largely impact a small world at hand, then also my Life’s function is fulfilled.

I can still complete the 5 works I promised to life. I can still carry out my Soul’s function. I may not disseminate Spiritual knowledge to many but I can use it in every aspect of My Life. Plus, in such a life there is a HUGE opportunity for Devotion. This is a far better Life than the ones I was trying to imagine. This way, My Guru has taken away a huge burden from my Life.

So I need to stay Awakened. I need to use the vehicles of Mind, Body, and Heart in the Service of Spirit. May My Spirit Be devoted to My Teacher and God. I can create an island of perfect serenity, Peace and Happiness for those in my immediate vicinity. I can literally craft out such a life. That’s my sole mission now. I will Create what my Teacher has shown me to be Possible. With this, I am at ease.

Thank you, Beloved Teacher.

I had asked for Inspiration and I did get inspired.

What do I want for tomorrow?

I just want to stay Awakened.

Day 6, 28 March 2019

There were three distinct directions in which I was guided today.

Yoga Nidra

The kind of Sleep I want is not possible in the human world. I have tried human sleep, it tires me like hell. Awakening has to be a constant state and it should only increase. I will soon figure this out.

Spoken Word

What kind of Speech you want?

A spoken word that will not arouse uneasiness, question or doubt in the minds of the listener. Now Communication happens at all levels. Since Spoken word is under Intellect, it is better to stay silent and complement speaking through other mediums like facial expressions, body language or a simple pause.

Still, if persisted to talk, pretend you are clearing your throat by saying Aham Aham (literally “Self, Self”). By this action, you make your first direct response to talk or to answer redundant. Now your job is simply to state a clear well-intended statement.
This last step is very important and it is the basis of Loving Kindness through Spoken Word. It won’t have the effect you want, but it would not cause harm to the other person and he/she will open up to you. They will talk more with you.

There are many more miracles of the Spoken Word, we will cover them in the upcoming months. For now, we are focused on “Damage Control” part of the Spoken Word.

Introducing Transcendence

Yesterday, Beloved teacher made Space redundant for me by placing My Self locally.

Today, by His Inspiration, I am making Time redundant for me by placing My Self locally.

This is a very profound step and won’t be grasped in first sitting. I have the ability to accelerate, decelerate, and skip time. I can set goals in time. Mostly, I complete my goals far before the deadline. This happens because of Transcendence. Transcendence is skipping of steps in achieving something.

Now, I know my destiny. There are certain events that are bound to happen in My Life. With my ability of placing goals in time, I can perfect them even before the time arrives. But this goes out of sync with the time of the Universe. So a complete sync seldom happens. To tackle these two problems (faster solution in time and sync with Universal Time ) I am given the solution of Transcendence.

Transcendence is to accelerate time and learning to the next level. It is different that The Present Moment. In that, it isn’t neutral.

By this, I am making future redundant for me by making everything happen in the Present. Since there are so many events to happen, I will always be quite busy and never bored. This is a fabulous solution that takes away the burden of Time away from me.

Thank you Beloved Teacher.

Day 7, 29 March 2019

Today was the first day I used Transcendence. I applied for the day. I just planned the happenings in my day. Now that I look back, I can see how powerful it was, though not in a way that I am used to.

There are three miracles I witnessed today:

There was a Red signal ahead and I was in my Rickshaw. I wanted that Red to turn into Green before I reach the signal. And It DID.

Second, I just missed a bus to my hometown. I prayed that there be another bus right after it. And there WAS.

While in the bus, no one was with me. I prayed that I be not alone. The Bus stopped and my Teacher visited me in the form of an old man. He sat right next to me. He was so calm. We talked for a while. Then he left me in my meditation.

Summarizing Miracles

Miracles do happen when you are clear about what you want. These are the expressions of love that I witnessed:

1. Vision:

The deadline for the understanding of prejudiced vision (6 April) is completed today itself. I now perfectly know that I am not really seeing or listening anything when I am lost in my own thoughts.

I am able to SEE GOD in every form. I have not reached the stage of meaning and communication yet. I do, however, have a slight idea about Destiny. I am grateful for that.

I know why I want to SEE. I want to see because I want to give meaning to Everything. And everything is God. This is my way of worshiping Him

2. Spirit and Body

Spirit can directly interact with Body by taking control of Prana, senses and meaning.

Mind’s thoughts can be safely stored in the Heart. There are becoming less and less every day.

Awakening of Body is possible.

3. Spoken Word

Nobody can take away my control over my spoken word. Nothing can harm me other than my Spoken word.

I have discovered a few techniques to tackle the spoken word (Aham Aham) and its need.

I still need to master it. May it happen before its appointed time.

4. Transcendence

This is a real time-saver. I am going to make so much use of this. I just need to plan my day. I can take care of My day anytime I want.

5. Laghu Prana

This is a technique of Pranayam that My Teacher taught me today. It is useful for staying awake. It is opposite of deep breathing. It doesn’t need that much air. Instead, it uses the subtle movement of a little amount of Prana to reconnect with the Spirit.

Thus miracle week 1 was over.

Day 2 The Vision I Want

You might be wondering how this is the Day 2 as Day 1 happened on 4th of March, right?

Well, remember the wish I made for the 5th to be relieved of fatigue? Well it became reality. Everybody in my family took care of me. I was given special attention. I spent most of my time resting, sleeping, and witnessing miracles as they happened. I did perform miracles and it was an effortless experience. I won’t tell you everything that happened in those 7 days but I will mention the highlights.

The Fight with Doctor

In 2012, I had an intense out of body experience that landed me in a hospital. The doctor who was there diagnosed me as having “bipolar disorder”. He prescribed pills for me all these years. And I suffered from what he diagnosed me with since I believed in him fully. It was until recently that I became sure that I do not have any such illness. I didn’t want to take pills all my life. I wanted to explain Him the nature of Healing and how he was imprisoning me with his diagnosis. According to him, I am bound to pills all my life and this illness will be there all my life. We had a VERY Heated Debate on this and it hurt his ego.

A few days later, I met him again. I said I am sorry and made it clear to him that I do not want to suffer. But he was very stubborn with his medical knowledge and his diagnosis. However, we came at a middle point where He agreed to put me off medication if I do not show symptoms of “Bipolar Disorder” for an entire year while on medicine. So it is till 11th March 2020 that I have to remain stable to get rid of the pills he prescribed in the first place. I can wait this long.

The Time Table

During this time, I created a schedule for My Self.

How does My Day Look Like?

5 to 5.45 – Yoga

5.45 to 7.20 Walking in the Sun

7.30 Bath

8.15 Breakfast

8.30 to 10 Travel to Work

10 to 5.40 Work

5.40 to 8 Travel to Home

8 Dinner

10.30 Sleep

If you take away the timings, you can see the categorization of Time as follows:

Time for Body

Time For Work

Time For Self

These are not distinct but are fused together. Again, Time isn’t considered as humans know it. I bring multiple dimensions to Time.

The One Achievement

The One achievement that happened in these 7 days is that I remained My Self even when I was unconscious and sleeping like an ordinary human being. I was still Spirit. However, there were lapses in my memory due to the medication I was on. Apart from that, I realized my reality not getting affected by unconsciousness. This was a huge relief as I had thought earlier that consciousness requires effort to maintain itself. This is untrue as I have experienced it myself.

Making Ego Redundant

We do not need Ego to understand Spirit. A Course in Miracles makes excellent use of the concept of Ego to show two different thought systems. Since we are ONLY using the thought system of SPIRIT, Ego is rendered useless. There is no need to study Ego’s thought system. Spirit is the only Thought we need and we will use it henceforth.

Vision Problem

I am having problem with seeing. As I mentioned in the last post, I have to use glasses to clearly see things that are far. However, ever since I decided to heal my eyesight, the glasses began hurting me. So I stopped using glasses. During the day I have no problem reading billboards, names of shops etc. It’s in the night that I cannot read letters, human faces etc.

Today, I decided to take a step further in seeing. As a result I could see the border of my laptop clearly. For the first time, I was able to appreciate its color which I hadn’t noticed before. I could also see what I was typing without causing stress to my eyes. The problem comes in the night when I am not able to see clearly. There is the same aura I see in every artificial light source in the night. It is like a Rudraksha. Every kind of light emanates this form. It is only when the source comes closer that this form vanishes. It isn’t blurred. In fact, it is very clear in shape.

The Kind of Vision I Want

I want a Vision that can see Consciousness.

I want a Vision that can see the Whole.

I want a Vision that can see the connectedness of Everything

I want a Vision that is Love.

I want a Seeing that is All Inclusive, without judgment of Any Kind and the one that Only Blesses.

I want a Vision that is Founded on These things:

  1. Love
  2. Consciousness
  3. Appreciation
  4. Inspiration
  5. Peace
  6. Gratitude

This is the Perfect Vision that I want. And I want it before 9 August 2019. May it Happen.

What do I want for 13 March 2019?

I want to experience the Peace of Mind the Buddha experienced. I want to stay in Peace throughout the day. May My every Word come through Peace. May I utilize the Power of Peace when it comes to Speech. May all this happen.

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